Bad Mood

So all I want if for somone to care about how I feel. I don't ask for a lot just to be respected and don't go behind my back. You know I hate drugs more than anything and know that I've grown up around it and its the reason my life has been so hard at times, but does that mean anything to you? You say you forgot you had class when you walked me to mine and ours is right beside eachother. I wouldn't care as much if you were doing work you need to do to pass. But when you say your going to hang out with me at lunch and you come back late high. I know that you didn't forget. All the time you tell me how sorry you are and how you are going to change how much you do it and each time I believe you but nothing ever changes. Its the same thing every time. & I keep forgive you. You can't say one thing to my face and do another behind my back. It hurts me more than you know, to have to look in your eyes and all I see is red and when you talk it all sounds the same and I don't understand. I'm tired of this and no matter how hard I try it doesn't make a difference. I just wish you could actually try wait not scatch that don't try just do. I know it may be hard but you will start to see less of me if it doesn't stop because you know that I don't like being around you when your life that. So please, you don't have to do it for me even though you should. But if you could just do it for our relationship.